I'm In Trouble Because The Emperor Thinks I'm Terminally Ill

Lindell Bodebachne, the young vice leader of the Imperial Guard, is perfect in everything, but she has a one-sided love. I made a wrong wish and started vomiting blood. It's only a side effect of the contract, but it became a problem that other people saw me cough blood. I'm trying to fix this situation, but it's somehow getting worse. Now, I've become the one-sided lover who is risking my death to protect the emperor. "For how long have you kept this in by yourself?" "Don't say that you're fine. Nothing is fine." "I would rather cry! Ask me to save you, Get angry at me even if you don't want to die like this!" "...Don't die. Please." No, I'm not dying!